I started drawing again and I feel fan-fucking-tastic. I didn't think creating would ever feel like it used to but it does! Even better in fact. I locked myself away for far too long. I am single, still feeling the sting of Love's absence but I am channeling that into the medium that once saved my life :] I've been gone for far too long. So, what's new with me you ask? Oh how kind of you!
Die Antwoord. I love that fucking weird, wtf are you serious group. They have put me in a permanent I LOVE LIFE! mood and I can't even tell you why! (which is why I am drew her) Which is a beautiful feeling after a total mishap on my part concerning my ex. I went to go get my stuff from his house after about 2 months and I had a breakdown. We both did. Said things we should have kept to ourselves, done things we should have let stay in the past, and now I am 1000 steps backwards from where I was Moving On wise and he's just stuck back in time. But enough about that, I am strong and I will get there again. But anyway, so after losing him again, I am free

Free to draw, create and just be the woman I should have been with him as well. That's my fault. I wasted a year of my premium membership and now it's up in 3 weeks. Oh well.
I miss you guys. I miss creating. I miss black hands and smudged cheeks. I miss the praise, the critiques, the ohhs and awes and the creative outlet for my frustration. That's why I'm glad to be back!!!
Also, I am a member of Relay for Life's Team Stupid Fresh (lol) and if you would like our page on facebook, I'm pretty sure Karma rewards liking things that hate cancer. Right?
[link]Also, since I draw, I am drawing many public figures and giving me up for silent auction to bring in money for cancer research. Talk about using my powers for good, right? :]] I'm donating two Marilyn Monroe portraits and I'm going to draw Elvis, a few pin ups and whoever else my group things would fetch some coin. Wish us luck!
[link]Remember kids: You pick your parent's retirement home! 